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Posted by on 2015/07/11 under Uncategorized

Hello there! How are you feeling? Good? That’s awesome! If you feel bad right now. Just dont read this! 🙂
Have a nice and safe day!

My whole f***ing life i lived in this empty dark place.. Mo pain.. no feelings. Just an empty cold chilling.. feeling.

My depression began when my best friend killed himself.. I was shocked.. I didnt knew why he did it. I didnt knew what to do. His family didnt even care for him. When the father was interviewed he said he doesnt care. And that was on live television. So yeah.. My friends didnt believe me that I was depressed. They mocked me for being soo sad. That isnt normal,right? Nobody hepled me. I didnt told my parents about that. But it even got worse after years. I started seeing hallucinations about my dead friend. I started hearing his voice… I miss him soo much. After that.. my father had been involed in a car accident.. and that.. that i just didnt knew how to reacted.. The stress was soo much.. i just laid down and cried.. The next couple of days.. I couldnt sleep well.. I felt overwhelmed… i just wanted to sleep.. I didnt even go to school…

One thought on “Depression and my life

  1. katmazing says:

    I know how you feel! I been diagnosed with depression since I was 8. I was diagnosed after my sister died, parents got a divorce, and I got in a car accident with my mom. She was driving when it happened. Right now I’m 12. My sister and I were twins! I understand, but remember depression shouldn’t take over you. You destroy depression. I don’t want you to come so deep in depression. Tell someone cause trust me I didn’t say a thing and I ended up in the hospital for having a minor heartattack. I get you. I feel sorry for you, but also don’t feel down cause you have it. Think like this, I can beat it, it’s nothing but unhappiness, nothings wrong with me, and depression can’t over throw me I over throw depression!

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